sometimes we can never just get rid of things that we wanna get rid off. sometimes life doesnt go our way either. we would say its pathetic or sometimes even think that life is so stupid that we'd rather die than stay here! hmmp. things have been pretty rough and its still going but ive been having a few ups too hihi xD thank you lord hahaxD christmas is just what 12 DAYS away? and what? my family is so not getting ready for it yet. i had a bad one last year though speaking of christmas. my grandad past away. a day before christmas. mom went sobbing through out the days left of 2005 and sometimes i stil see her cryin over grandad. sad . r.i.p tatay arg! where the heck is twiggy? damn .. i miss him pretty bad anyway if youre reading this do mail me k. or atleast call me . im still using the old number. i got my phone back already. so do call me up k ? promise? ahhhhggg~ this is so screwed why dont some people just tag in their mind that life cant always go their way they cant jsut write thinhgs down on a fucking piece of paper and demand it to just happen. so stupid, selfish people ;; life has its own ups and downs so fuck and live without coz no one else could change it for you but you yourself, if you have problem being with people who you dont connect or not being happy then fuckin leave. who the heck is askin you to wipe your ass back down there and messed everyone's life! im not against you just pissed!!! know what your doin!!!! ahhhHhHhhHhhHHHhHHhhHHhhHHhHHhhhHHHHhH,,, f*ck~! im sorry guys i havent been myself for so long or ive been keepin shits in me for a very fucking long timeeeeeeeeeeeee~ AND im sorry i needa talk to twigg! twig where the heck are you .. do appear now.. ive been swearing like crazy .. you owe me a lot of PINCHIN!! come on where the heck are you :'[ !! please.. pleaseee.. twig... I NEEDA BIG BREAK FROM ALL OF THIS !!!! THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS~!!! I SWEAR TO MY FUCKING SELF IMMA BREAK DOWN REALLLLL FUCKING SOON .. I NEED A BREAKKKK.. AND IM FUCKING TIRED FROM ALL OF THeSE!!! I NEED HELPPP!! I NEED IT FROM ALL OF THESE THIS IS MADDDDDD FUCK .. !!! | 
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